Clarification of Question by
alexinia-ga
on
07 Jun 2005 17:56 PDT
Thanks czh. You're right -- I'm just trying to find a similar story,
if possible. History repeats itself and it's good to learn from it.
The main objective I suppose is to help me reach a sense of closure
with my childhood and, as you put it, "sort out my feelings." A
friend of mine with an eating disorder, for instance, read a personal
biography by Marya Hornbacher called "Wasted" and said it really
helped her sort through some of her own thoughts, feelings, and helped
her put her own childhood into her own words.
I know that others have it far, far worse off than I did growing up --
but reading another person's account, either in fiction or nonfiction,
I think would be interesting for me. In my business classes we read
case studies all the time -- but I never get a healthy dose of
literature to read case studies and personal essays about peoples'
lives. And I know I should really start doing that more.
I've actually already met my Dad for the first time a few years ago,
even moved to the town where he lives, but the relationship is rather
distant now. I don't really feel all that close to him and I think
the feeling is mutual. I'm just at a point where I'm looking to at
least be civilized and keep in remote contact, but basically move on
with my life.
Let me know if I'm still being too vague. I apologize if I am. I
appreciate your help!